I have been away from my blog for the last few days because I have been so frustrated with a work situation that I am not making the best health decisions. The long and short of it is that last year I worked at an amazing school with a great class that I loved. That job was given to someone else who was a permanent teacher. Then, I got a permanent job. YAY! But don't really like it. BOO. Now that teacher that was placed into my perfect job was moved and I am not allowed to go back to my old class unless I resign from my permanent job which I can't do. I just feel like I have been shit on. Stupid union. I just don't understand why they can't put a temp teacher in my current position for the year and let me do the full time gig for the year. It's such a huge pay difference. But alas, it's very much like my food problem. If I take the short term reward, the full time job, I lose the long term benefit, having a guaranteed job. I need to work through this but I am so frustrated. I want to go back to the moment where I was thrilled about having a permanent job, because right now I feel like a bratty kid who is complaining because she didn't get her way.
So I haven't been eating great, I did some baking, lazed around and felt sorry for myself. It's not making me feel better so I need to get off this pity train and be happy that I have a job. So I am off to Zumba which I have been looking forward to for weeks now. I am sure it will put a smile on my face.